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Monday, August 13, 2012

Asking for Divine Guidance in the Lily Cloud

Masters and Teachers, pls. guide me with the answers to my questions:

Aug. 12, 2012

Q: I am experiencing a separation with my mom.  What is causing this and how many I fix it?
A: The separation in is your head.  It is how you label the situation.  You think you are very different from her simply because of what you have been exposed to. She also thinks you are very different because of what she has been exposed to.  In reality, there is no separation.  You can be different and be one.  

Q: How?
A: By presenting your different viewpoints and not judging either be right or wrong.  It just is.  Respect your mom for her years of experience.  Respect the wisdom that has become part of you, from your experiences.


Q: My mom has continuously complained on my size and it's driving me crazy.  What I can I do to keep the peace?
A: You are not at peace when you are constantly in guilt.  Speak the truth and not feel guilty. What is there to be guilty with the truth?  Other people may not like it but it is not for them to like.  It is for them to understand.

Aug. 13, 2012

Q: Masters and Teachers, what messages do you have more me this morning as I prepare to go to work?
A: You have done a great job in closing your open items little by little.  Little progress is still progress.   Little progress leads to big progress.  Remember that.  Patience is the key.  Do not rush.  Rushing leads to guilt.   Guilt is manifested in the way you beat yourself up.  Stop that.  You deserve a whole lot better than that.  Try love.  It may not be natural for you at the beginning, but you'll get used to it.

Remember, there is no separation between how you are as Lily being with other Lilies, and how you are as a daughter being with your mom, a sister with your siblings, and an employee with your colleagues and bosses.  There is no separation except the on you create.  What you create, you can un-create.

Stop analyzing. There is nothing to analyze.

Your mom is very supportive.  Show some appreciation before it's too late.  You know that.  Why keep creating knots when all you wanted was to untie all previously created knots?

Your mom is also experiencing a lot of inner conflicts as she interacts with you.  She blames herself for raising you who couldn't meet her expectations.  Let go of these expectations she has of you.  Understand that these expectations she has of you are unmet expectations she has of herself.  It is by exercising love, mercy, and compassion towards yourself and towards her that she learns them herself.  She may not learn it in this lifetime, but who knows?   Anything is possible.  Do you believe?  

Stop doubting. It doesn't serve you.  Spiraling downwards is not the way to play. The world is waiting for you to shining your light.  Stop hiding in the dark.  Make friends with the dark and say good bye. Know that the dark is always there, recognize it, acknowledge it.  In the meantime, move on to the light.  They are waiting for you.  You are needed.  Stop wasting time. 

Use your time and energy and resources in things that you want to create.   Be patient, be discerning.  God is there patiently waiting for you.  

Be in a space of gratitude for all that you have been given.  You have been blessed abundantly.

Learn to be considerate.  

The road ahead is not exactly smooth. You may choose to contribute to its smoothening, or you may choose to bear with it roughness.  

Hang on. Hang on. Sit tight. It will be alright.  

I love you, my dear child.  You are loved. You are loved. You are loved. It will be alright.

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